Sometimes you just want to lay in bed the whole day, doing nothing.
Sometimes you just want to get out from your house or your workplace whenever you see an array of sunlight with floating clouds, just to feel alive.
Sometimes you just want to thrash every single thing or thoughts that eats up your mind or heart, to feel better.
Sometimes you just want to tell people that you have had enough, just so they will realize and leave you alone.
Sometimes you just want to smash portraits that indicate the “perfect” or “normal” size, height, weight, looks and style, just so you will not feel inferior to the public eye.
Sometimes you want or you ever think about escaping from the current phase you’re having, just so you thought it’ll solve everything, which of course won’t.
And sometimes, you’re unsure about the things or steps you want to take. But all in all, you know whatever you’re just cruising in with all this while isn’t something that you want to keep pace with throughout your life here.
On a side note, I think I’ll need to post more happy thoughts instead of sappy posts like this.