Is it strange that I’ve been thinking about what happened two years ago, for almost everyday?
Is it strange that I’m tired of my own mood swings every now and then?
Is it strange that I’m upset for some things that are ‘normal’ or minor?
Is it strange that I like being distant from people?
Is it strange that I’m probably not like any other smart, tall, beautiful, nice and normal size people like out there?
Perhaps nobody can ever get who I am as a person (because I don’t get myself either at times). Took me a while to realize that people suck the most energy out of me sometimes 😦 I just need some space to gain back all the positive energy and thoughts.
On a side note, I want to take a stroll and see those trees again, although they seemed dead but it was one of the happiest times I remember having. Not only that, being lost alone in a strange land for the first time was something I’ve been wanting to experience again. Insha’Allah.