I wasn’t being myself for the past few days, really. I thought it was rather inhuman to use bad words. Yes that. I literally spilled out all kinds of those words, to him. At the end of the day, I told myself that I’m adding on the sins in my life. I wonder how heavy my sins are. Each day.. because it just adds on.
I always hope that someday, He gives me a sign in any form to change my life for the better. And for Him to forgive me for all that I’ve sinned. Please, I pray.